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| 08:49am 02/05/2005 |
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mood:  miserable music: None. . my cd player died. :(
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Anyway, yeah. Here's a review of my fantastic weekend. . .
* Saturday, I woke myself up with my alarm clock, only to realize that it's saturday and go back to bed. What happened this day? A lot of time killing followed by eventually riding to Grand Rapids with Katie and her brother to meet up with Chris, so that I could ride back to Allegan with Chris, since katie was going to silver lake or whatever the next day, it was cool. So we make it back to chris's aunts, where apparently we were going to stay the night there after the party. . . Hellooooo does anybody not realize that i'm anti-social? anyway after sitting, watching south park for hours on end, chris was blew the f**k out, and we both tried passing out a number of times, but people kept messin' with us until about four thirty AM.
* Sunday it rained. No ring, Haffie's computer's broke, and katie was gone. So I hung out with Chris and Nikki for a while and watched wrestling videos since uncle matt's (katie's uncle matt) cheat card got fried again, so we couldn't watch the ppv. Nikki stabbed me in the ear with a twistie tie, and now I can't hear out of my left ear. They left, watched more south park, and went to bed since there's no water in my house due to them remodeling the bathroom, my teeth are gross, i smell like a goat, and i look like crap run-over twice. Go me. Other than that, my weekend sucked.
I think the highlight of my entire weekend was winning my damned e-fed match. . . yeah, that's how bad it sucked. I enjoyed kickin' it with people, it just. . . didn't seem. . i don't know. I guess over the weekend, I look forward to one of two things: Music, or Wrestling, and neither happened.
On top of all of this, after all of the deliberation, I'm questioning religion as well as most of my friends. I never really followed anything in general before, but now i'm just questioning more I guess. I don't know. *shruggs* i'm not gonna let it bother me. Well, until next time boys and girls. I'm outtie like my hearing aide. |
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| 10:00am 22/04/2005 |
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mood:  depressed music: I.C.P. - Hell's Pit
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Just like the intro states. Last night, Katie's depressed and stressed out because she's moving out, most likely to my house today, and her cat ran away. She's afraid it's going to come back, and she's not going to be there. So, I get here this morning, and hope there's some good news... WRONG. I get online and the first journal I see is Kristen's, who's apparently stressed/depressed as of late as well. -air hug- Then, as I'm sitting here, we get called over, and Mr. Clink informs all of us that a Fremont student has just died in a car accident...I also got to see Hailey, and other Fremont students crying. . .that hurts, let me tell you what. For all of you that know me, you know that it hurts me to know there's nothing I can do to help someone. . . I pray for all of them. With that, I suppose I'm going to cut this short like Jack the Ripper, and bounce out leaving you with a test result from Quizilla.
 | You scored as agnosticism. You are an agnostic. Though it is generally taken that agnostics neither believe nor disbelieve in God, it is possible to be a theist or atheist in addition to an agnostic. Agnostics don't believe it is possible to prove the existence of God (nor lack thereof).
Agnosticism is a philosophy that God's existence cannot be proven. Some say it is possible to be agnostic and follow a religion; however, one cannot be a devout believer if he or she does not truly believe.
agnosticism | | 75% | Islam | | 71% | Buddhism | | 67% | Christianity | | 46% | Hinduism | | 46% | Judaism | | 42% | Paganism | | 42% | atheism | | 42% | Satanism | | 33% | </td>
Which religion is the right one for you? (new version)
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| 09:08am 20/04/2005 |
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mood:  apathetic music: none. . my cd player died. :(
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. . . whuddup. . . The lids of my eyes weigh heavy like mike's mom. I'm tired as hell for some reason, then I have college later. .. yayyy. . . pfff. anyhoot, I really don't have much to say, so i'm going to try and discuss a dream I had last night. w00t.
The first thing I can remember is being in a car late at night, and feeling a stinging about three times on my hand, like something had bit it. I slapped at my hand, thinking maybe it was a bug. I thought that I had gotten him, but it bit muh finger too. Finally, I got out of the car, and stomped the shit out of the freekiest little half-spider, half-scorpion that I've ever encountered. Later in the dream, wierd shnit happens to me, and I kept getting chased by spirits or something of that nature in the middle of this forest. I come to find out that it was some ancient indian burial ground, and apparently they were pissed at ME, and whoever else I was with. Then, I escape the area that wanted to kill me, and my friend was in there. I wind up BACK in the haunted area, and there are now animal shapeshifters in the mix. . . so, I did what anyone would do. I ran like hell. I got up out of there. Don't remember who the friend was, or if he/she survived, but i got my white ass out of there.
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| *eye twitch* sunburns suck on this poor white boy. |
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| 10:27am 18/04/2005 |
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mood: tired music: I.C.P. - Hell's Pit
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What's up yall? Been in the ring pretty much all weekend, and there's NO shade there, so my white arse got burned a bit. Ne whoot, me and Nate had a one on one match, we had a jobber triple threat that had me laughing hystarically, and the Mosh Pit match finally took place. That match was nuts. I had one slip-up that I tried recovering, but of course, in eric's eyes it was "all my fault" and blah blah blah so he proceeded to bitch about it for the next hour or so like a woman. Dude, there's four people in the ring at once IMPROVISING an entire match. I got whipped to the ropes, seen them laying there, so I tried to dodge them. Reaver tripped, and tried to stop his fall and nailed eric in the nuts, so it was my fault that eric got hit in the nuts. whatever. pffft. THEN, I got taken out with the submission eric uses which i "messed up" again, even though I've NEVER seen the submission before. *slaps forhead* he says that I complain too much.
On another subject, some people went to prom, so that's cool. Everybody seemed to have had a good time, I haven't heard kristen's story yet, and i'm looking forward to that. Haven't heard from you in FOREVER! Got voc today, which I'm typing this update in, and then I have college, so . . yeah, fun filled day. Afterwards, I have GOT to get the IUW results up. Hopefully I can catch kristen online, since she normally gets on as soon as she gets home, but, we'll see. Mikey Sama (yes, I know what I'm saying, but it just sounds humorous) got Mudvayne's new album. I'd like to get a copy of that somehow. . . same with master of the flying guillotine as well. I kinda snatched chris's "Def Jam" game for a while. . . .*looks to see if anyone's listening* w00t! Wow, graduation is happening sooner than we all think, seniors. . . so it's going to be crazy as hell. I just had an idear, I should try and make it to Kristen's grad party. . that'd be FRESH! Well, I guess we'll just have to wait and see what goes down. . .and if katie's car could make it. haha.. yeah. . .bout to get the ol' slugger bat for that car. . . Anyway, I guess I'm done rambling on, so I'll holla at everybody later. Peace, I'm out like Head from Korn, and Maynord (sp) from his groups. |
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| 12:06pm 13/04/2005 |
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mood:  Walk wit a limp music: I.C.P. - Take It
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You are a maniac
killer.
It doesn't matter who they are and what they
have or haven't done. You still want to kill
them. And for a simple reason only; it's fun.
Seeing people in pain is like ecstasy. Maybe
you have some sort of mental problems or you
are this way because of previous deep scars,
only you know. But now you are sadistic and
maybe you only like to see a special group of
people be in pain (e.g. preps). However you are
not the most social person in the bunch and
people think you are weird. That bothers you
somewhat but atleast you can entertain yourself
with daydreaming about killing them. After all,
they have no idea what's coming.
Main weapon: Explosives and torture
equpiment
Quote: "Insanity: a perfect
rational adjustment to an insane world" -
R.D. Lang
Facial expression: Wicked smile
What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures]
brought to you by Quizilla
Wow...
Your wise quote is: "Fashion is a form of
ugliness so intolerable that we have to alter
it every six months" by Oscar Wilde.
You are a very sarcastic person with a sharp
tongue. You may not be the one always talking,
but your mind is nevertheless critizing. You
tend to have a cynical view on life itself and
be somewhat withdrawn with who you really are.
Society now is in your eyes corrupted and you
wonder how the world will survive. And people
are in your mind very ignorant and blind to the
reality.
What wise quote fits you?(pics) UPDATED
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holy crap. . .*peaks around corner to see if someone's stalking him*
Well, that's all folks. Peace. |
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| 09:55am 11/04/2005 |
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mood: Back from the dead music: ABK - 2 Whom This May Concern
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What in the FUCKK is going on in the world today? Not just because I haven't been here in god knows how long (oops, broke into the "G" word before I even started my topic of discussion), and it seems musical artists have purely lost their freakin' minds. Now, don't get me wrong, I have NO PROBLEM with people "finding jesus" and what have you, quite the contrary, I'm glad they did. But the fact that Head (from korn) has to quit the band because he found jesus, and then goes out and says that god, "Instructed him to make a song against 50 Cent" is just rediculous. Now we also have a perfect circle, as well as tool, obviously, that lost their lead singer because Maynord "found god" so he cancelled the tool project. . . So, because you're religious means that you do music? Or is it because some in your group is religious you're instantly "Christian Rock" ? I don't understand people, I swear. So, my spring break was the bomb, and i got the battle scars to prove it. One on my leg, a bruise on the other, and several bruises on each of my arms/elbows. Not to mention a serious kink in my back. . . .anyway. Rented Baulder's gate: Dark Alliance II. . . hated that game compared to Champions: Return to Arms. and i also got nba street v3 again, and i left both of them as well as several items of clothing in the back of jake's car. Then, me and katie made it back to my house at about midnight, but for SOME ODD REASON we didn't go to sleep until about one. Then of course, my mom wakes katie up at like 6 so she can run her home cuz that's when my mom goes to work in big rapids. THEN i got woken back up for school at 7:15. came to voc, and here I am now. Kristen, I'm going to appologize in advance cuz if you read this, i'm afraid you're going to get the wrong impression with the "finding god" segment. Try not to take that the wrong way. . .
And now for something, COMPLETELY different. . . .
Nightmare, Cyko, and Joker all went to detroit to St. Andrew's hall to try and catch the P.H.A.T. tour. (psychopathic hatchet all-star tour.) When they show up in detroit, the tickets were sold out. Some ninja states that he knows one of the bands, and that they'd let them in through the back. They get to the back, and WHO lets them in? Drainage muh fucking X. My niggaz. Evil distracted a body guard, and animal told them where to go. EVERYBODY in psychopathic showed up added to those on the card. Meaning ICP, Twiztid, Blaze, abk, jumpsteady, and last but not least esham, were ALL in the mix. This was Jake's FIRST psychopathic concert EVER because his dad and step-mom were riding his ass and the ninja's what, nineteen? He FINALLY moved out, went with his mom, and went to D-Town to get live FOR FREE WITH FREE PARKING, and watch everyone in psychopathic do what they do. If you ask me, that whole event was for jake, and it wouldn't have happened had it not been for my homies, Drainage X. . . . Fate? I think so. |
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| Here we go again, another day. Dealing with this motha f*ckin idiots at Subway... |
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| 10:59am 30/03/2005 |
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Boredom strikes, and knocks me back into a coma. But I have awoken long enough to make a post on here for. . . well, lack of anything better to do. So, tomorrow katie's going to go into surgery for her ovary region to get that checked out. She's nervous of course, but who isn't when they hear the "S" word. She'll be fine though...So I gotta finger out what i'm doing thurs. and friday cuz justin wants to hang out and we never get to, and katie wants me to "pamper" her while she's recovering. Be the boyfriend, or be the homie...choices.... Well, anyway onto another subject. Last night, while chatting to a friend in messenger, she started talking about a paper she had to write for mr. roberts's class. I asked her which one, and i remembered doing it before so i told her i'd do it for 5$. Two pages and 5$ later, here we are at the next day of school, and Ashlei stops me and asks if i can do a paper for her. So, another five bucks later i'm here at voc finnin' to go home and get another story written for some lazy arse kids. hey, keep em comin! I neeeeed monayyyyyyyy. *Big Baby Sweets impersonation* Mike aint here today, and i'm chillin next to the ever-so-talkative amanda. . .i'm bout to bop her in the head just so she'll say something. She's trying to make a motion gif and she's bout ready to rip her hair out. mewahaha. So, i'm bored as hell. . . last night I passed out at about five, and didn't wake back up till like quarter after seven. I was fargin' OUT of it. mainly cuz i had to run intervals in gym class sportin' my big ass Lugz boots cuz i forgot my runnin' shoes in katie's car. :( hopefully, i won't do that again. . .but u know me. Mor specifically, you know my memor....I forgot what I was going to say.... Ummm....hold on it's coming to me.... Nah it aint. I'm out like *cellular phone disturbances static out the "Out like" comment.* |
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| 10:47am 29/03/2005 |
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mood: A is for Apathy music: Twiztid - Alone
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Yeaaaah. . . got a track recorded on saturday. it kinda sucked though, cuz me and chris had the whole day planned ou as far as wrestling, and shopping for weapons and we get about ready to head out teh door and Haffie comes in like, "You guys need to come to the studio!" So we're like, "Sheeeit. . . aight, but we got shnit to do later." so we get over there, and we didn't want to appear to be in a big hurry. I WRECKED my voice spitting "Shotgun song" TWICE in my wicked voice, only to have everyone else decide they liked the other version better. . .*sigh* oh well. THEN we did Walk On from scratch, and got it pretty much all done except for the intro skit i wanna do. So from here, we went on to the ring. First and only match of the day was the Ironman match putting up two people one on one for the first time: Karnage, and Hammer (only now he's the American Outlaw). Match was no rules, and set for 20 minutes. Let me start off by saying that we beat the holy HELL out of each other! It was great. . . you've gotta see it. If you're curious, chris one 4-3. So, the next day we all get back into the ring, and do some random matches for kicks and I was the ref cuz i didn't feel like wrestling anymore. Chris got ahold of me on monday and was like, "I want a rematch. . " I said, "YOU WANNA GO!?" he laughed and i asked what kind of match, and he says, "Shit, last man standing, submission, I don't care." so we're thinking last man standing. . . meaning you have to knock your opponent out for a ten count. This would be fun, but it would be ppv quality, as well as length. I MAY have lost my e-fed title, because the no rp limit rule SUCKS. . . so we'll see what happens. . . results are late again. Oh well. Umm...as for last night, i stayed the night at katie's, and missed raw to do it. LOL. it's not a big deal, i know. Well, I haven't had any other real experiences except bumps, bruises, and a helluva lot of fun doing it, so i'm going to bounce. I'm out like word that Mike likes men! Peace. |
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| 09:19pm 17/03/2005 |
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What's up all? Haven't spoken since Monday, and I didn't even really speak there, so I fig-nered I'd spit somethin. *Hawks a loogie* Ooh, green one...Anyway, I guess Mr. Clink really liked my newspaper design, which kind of surprised me...I thought it was boring myself. Candace told me that Shelby's won. ICK! His was fucking ugly if you ask me! Oh well, I suppose. Wrote a few snippets for track intros n' shit for the cd, and today I made a design for a BADDASS cd cover. So, now I have to decide which one i wanna use, and if i wanna keep the other one, which is almost certain. Me and cyko are also currently working on a "Gimmick" idea for our group, like as in cd's that you can expect from us, almost like you look for icp's joker's cards. Something like that. Can't tell you what though, or you might try and steal it and make millions. Mewahaha. I guess we have a SHITLOAD of new people that're wanting to get involved with JWF/HWA, so this is going to become quite interesting. Cory Noell wants to join, and wants either a hawaiian character, or a motorcross character. I figure he can do the Fameasser as the motoX char. and call it Full Throttle. Fresh eh? Thank you. I just can't think of a name for him. . .allz i could come up wit were Kid X and The Fox. . .nothing too clever. Although I do like Kid X... So, I suppose we can now say that our producer is in and out of jail. 'm not going to spit why, but just know he's out on bond. GOD I want to fucking RECORRRRRRDDDDD . . but shit's getting done. So, as long as we get over there this weekend, i'll be cool. I got so many ideas, and shit that i wanna get started, and it just keeps getting pushed back. I wanna snap sometimes. Anyway, again, as long as we start getting shit done, I'm cool. I just hope people dig it..If not, Oh well I guess. As long as just ONE muh fucker's down, we'll keep on, and I say that in my lyrics as well, and it's the honest truth, unless we don't have the money to keep on. Well, anyway i've been babbling for the past five minutes or so because i have nothing else to talk about, so peace, cha, and stay classy. I'm out like Road Fools and Vintage Tech in a few days, as well as eyeballs in the theater watchin Ring Two. Holla! |
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| Boredom = Quizilla! |
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| 09:03pm 14/03/2005 |
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mood: bored music: Monday Night Raw
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Nothing really happened over the course of the weekend. Fucked around in the ring, played halo 2, celebrated jake's b-day. had wild monkey sex with katie. Nothing out of the ordinary. So, now i'm bored, and i'm going to post some quizilla results. the first, not surprising.
BLACK
??Which colour of Death is yours??
brought to you by Quizilla
Not sure where I stand on this one...
In your eyes, people see shards of ice
everywhere... You are cold and distant, pushing
away people that love you and truely care for
you! You want to be able to reach out and love
them but... You can't for some reason... You're
just too.... You :P Underneath that cold
exterior lies a warm, happy soul that wants to
let loose and have fun! Your sanctuary would
probably be anywhere up high where you can look
down on life below you, like the roof of an
apartment building... Your eyes resemble a
saddened, crestfallen person seeking out
attention, but doesn't know how to handle it.
However, you do find comfort from your friends,
they're always there for you, and they know the
REAL you :) Even though you do seem rather
cold, you can be very protective over something
you truely believe in or love. Let go of that
"tough" rep and just be you! It's
impossible to live life without some fun and
love ^-^
What Lies Behind Your Eyes? (With Pics, See All Results!)
brought to you by Quizilla
Why am I so black? only parts of this are true though. . .
Your Heart is Black
What Color is Your Heart?
brought to you by Quizilla
FINALLY!! One that's actually ME! Checky...:)
Morpheus
?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
brought to you by Quizilla
With that, I'm out like quizilla tests on my computer. peace, cha, and stay classy san diego. (*Evil Laugh*) |
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| 08:56am 04/03/2005 |
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Whuddup. Lately, I haven't really felt like talking much to people at my school. I don't know why, I just don't feel like talking. I wind up talking anyway though, it's what happens when you have a LOT of friends that you talk to about a lot of things. *remembers he has to do something real fast, and leaves the computer.* gotta go. clink knows bout people bein online, so i'll update later. peace. |
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| I can see, I can see I'm going blind. . . |
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| 11:13am 28/02/2005 |
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mood:  horny music: KoRn - Blind, A.D.I.D.A.S.
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Whudduppppp. I just did a political cartoon for voc. . . i kinda pulled it out of my arse at the last minute. It's got..Well, I'd better not say, because it involves bush being an idiot and it may offend some people. *inconspicuously eyes Kristen* Anyway, how's everybody been? I've been alright. Been hangin wit katie pretty much the whole weekend...Chris (Cyko) kinda pissed me off though... I mean, he says he's gonna come over for the day and bring amara so i can meet her. This is cool since I had katie over ne way. He says he can't stay long, but will be back tomorrow (least, that was the plan on the phone.) He stays long enough to take my twenty bucks from me, watch the tape from our trip (that we almost always get motion sick from watching due to horrible camera people.) And rolled out after telling me that he wasn't coming back till next weekend... I was bummed like a muh focko. me and katie got the impression that Amara either A) Didn't like us, or B) Is overprotective of chris or something. We may be wrong though... Anyway, I was just kinda bummed cuz we haven't been able to kick it in forever. I'll live. So I rocked Super Mario World majority of the weekend. Dude, there's SO MANY secrets in that game it's not even funny. You can strait up beat it in like two hours if you get all of the secrets because you can go strait to Bowser's castle. I thought that was dope. Fuck you all. You have to go old school SOMETIME. I also rented NBA Street V3 as well if it makes you n00bs feel better. The game's pretty fuckin dope thus far. YOU CAN CREATE YOUR OWN SHOE!? Why, I don't know....but it's there. I created the K-Otics. Mewahaha. Black white and red adidas (Kinda look like K Swiss though). I know, I'm babbling on about meaningless things, so I'll wrap it up by saying my weekend was fresh. *Evil grin in hopes people can only ASSUME why* Mewahaha. Peace for now yall, I'm out like Mario's nose, and Wario's greed....Corny as hell...but it gets the job done.
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| 08:57am 25/02/2005 |
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mood: lonely music: Saliva - Rest in Pieces
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Complicated things, us people. Once again depression turns its ugly head to an even uglier one, me. So, I'm feelin low for some ungodly reason (god i can't fuggin type this mornin'.) and I just feel. . . lonely. I feel like i need a big hug or something. (Back away mike, i will stab you if you try...) I just...Feel low. For some reason, I've finally found a song that I have that really makes me think strongly of katie for some reason...It's Saliva - Rest in Pieces... It makes me think back to prom and all this other shit. But yeah, anyway. Pray for me everybody, cuz i feel like hell.
On the other end of this microphone, I played some more Def Jam FFNY last night and created Joker. Decked him out in blue. He looks dope as hell. Tall and lankey like jake, so it works real well. It sucks though, because I can't make much money from him because you get money by doing more and more shit in the match, and the guys are normally knocked out within a minute, unless I let them recover for a few seconds.
CYKOOOO needs to get up here so we can do some fuggin MUSIIIC. Maybe if I can spill out my feelings into a new track I'll feel better. I haven't been writing in a while, so maybe that's my issue. *Shruggs* "Pray for me, cuz i'm needin' money MAJORLY" Sorry, random tech n9ne lyric. Okay, this is funny. Check this out on the rp board at the wrestling site, it is a triple threat, and the former champion is handling the third character and he fuckin retreated from the match! PUSSSYYYYY!!!! Oh well. That's another victory for Krazie. :D
Well, I'm done rambling meaningless babble for now. I'll holla at yall later. Peace yall, I'm out like [Insert catchphrase here ] Peace! |
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| 08:57am 24/02/2005 |
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BLAH! I'm tired as fiznuck. I can barely keep me eyes open, and I didn't even take NyQuil last night. Shit... I did fall asleep late though cuz I played Star Whores D&D wit ziggy and brandon till late, so then I got home and did a long rp. I didn't finish, but it was quarter after midnight so i kinda had to sum up the ending which i didn't wanna do. Oh wellz. My two characters for SW D&D are pretty damned dope if i do say so myself. One's a level 7 Jedi Knight who dual wields red lightsabers n' shit. the other is a level 6 Soldier that has a fuckin blaster cannon that deals 4D8 and he can trade that for dual blaster pistols...Fresh. Ne way, I'm sure hardly ne of you out there really care, so I'm going to move on...I just don't know what the hell i'm gonna talk about. I'm tired as hell, and becky finally came back from bein sick. I doubt she'll pass this year cuz she's missed way too many dayz. I really feel lonely today... Don't know why. katie's still sore cuz of her fuckin cist, and this groggyness is making me feel like shit. And to top it off, I have to staff aid for 8th graders today. yayyyy pfffft.... What can ya do. So, Kristen, you find out how to respond to my posts yet? LoL and I hope Cherrie isn't pissed at me for real for sayin, "Cha" in her post comment area. I only said it cuz she said holla or somethin like that in mine. Mikey keeps sayin she's gonna kick my ass. I wouldn't doubt it. First i call her a wookie and now I'm stealing her words... :O Shhh mikey, or i'll bust a cap in your ewok ass. *Sigh* I'm really bored, and feelin lonely. "Feelin' low and you're all alone. Flesh and bone by the telephone..." Sorry, random lyric. AND IT'S NOT EVANESCENCE *shakes fist* bastahds...ne whoot. I'm out like a white boy at the Apollo. Peace. |
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| 09:51am 23/02/2005 |
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mood: Prozac Binge music: Marilyn Manson - Long Hard Road Outta Hell
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Now that I got the cockyness out of me, lemme get this shit crackin like a head into a steel chair. Well, where should I start? Yesterday was pretty much SHITTY cuz the financial aid papers that were due yesterday couldn't get turned in because the school's printer wouldn't print my job, and therefore it shall be casted into the eternal flames of the deepest darkest depths of E-Hell! Where it will forever be lashed at with power cords, and raped in every one of its ports. Bastahd... Anyway. So I think I'm screwed on that note. So, once I realized I was screwed, I decided it was time to beat the shit out of people...So i popped in Def Jam FFNY and finished the game with my created Tech N9ne character. Then, I went online for the rest of the night practically doin some rp'ing and chatting. Listened to a LOT of music, all of which were the shnit I downloaded years ago when I still had KaZaA. I had everything from Manson to ICP to Coolio in the mix. Yeah, what a night. But I did get to throw in some helly long rp's. They each took bout an hour out of my life. Later that night, me and chris had a LONG talk bout our future. He wants to move down south n' shit, and is sayin that unless we start making enough money to put food on the table, everything we're doing is nothing more than a hobby. I agree. We need to get serious about our music, and get that shit taken care of because it's not going to make itself. As for the ring, we're going to stop throwing money into it, and let other people in the fed help us out, i mean fuck we've done enough as it is, right? Let them give something back. Meanwhile, I guess it's possible that katie may go into surgery for her cist...which would suck ass. I just realized that's what she told me cuz i've been out of the loop for the past couple days so certain things just aren't clicking yet. Damn NyQuil I tell ya. Making me wanna sleep an extra hour or two...But I can never damn my NyQuil...I love it so...Even though I drank the rest of it last night. *sniffle* See? a Sniffle! that means I have a cold and should be drinking NyQuil, right? LOL. I'm not an addict...fuck off. That's my phrase for the day... I'm telling everyone to fuck off... I don't know why, I just feel like i'm overdosing on prozac again or something.
"It's kinda funny this prozac, I don't know where the fuck i'm going, or where the fuck I'm at"
-Violent J
Katie agreed that that's how it feels...
C yall later. I'm out like prozac pills into my system. . . or at least that's how it feels. Holla. |
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| 08:56am 22/02/2005 |
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mood:  busy music: Papa Roach
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Whuddup all. You're peeping your eyeholes at my livejournal. I suppose I'll start a re-cap of my four day weekend.
Friday: Nothing, and I mean NOTHING happened today. I cancelled all possible plans to kick it wit ziggy and errybody to play some Star Wars D&D (Can you say, "Uber nerd"? Good children.) Yeah, it's geeky, but that's what i was gonna do. Justin's mom decided to be a bitch again, and no es bueno. Nothing happened. So, I slept, watched tv, and finally went out and rented movies. I finally watched AVP and Napolian Dynomite. AVP rocked all, while Napolian Dynomite. . . well, was watched.
Saturday: Upon taking the ENTIRE day to happen, we finally got around to playing D&D. That was "TEH SHIT". I almost turned sith with all of the peole I fried with force lightning. I fried thine asses like thanksgiving turkeys. *Rubs cheek on force lightning spell*
Quick question, why does everybody think i'm obsessed with Evanescence? Everybody's coming to me like, "OOO lookey, i have a copy of their rare singles" i'm like, "Yeah...so do i. I plan on getting the REAL copy of it." LOL. Ne way, back to the journal.
After the D&D campaign was over, which was an awesome campaign mind you, I believe I went home.
Sunday: Woke up, went to bowling. Waited for katie to meet me there, and in the meantime we SUCKED. The entire team did their worst game EVER IMAGINABLE. I'm talking less than 100 both games! AGGGHHH!!! After that, me and katie did some helly driving. My me, I mean her. And if you remember, the weather was HORRIBLE that day, so driving didn't go very fast. By this point, tony has my computer and it should've been fixed by saturday at 7 PM, but i was playing D&D, so I didn't pick it up yet. After driving all over from fremont to newaygo, we finally made it to Tony's. That took bout two hours to whipe out my computer so it can start fresh and virus free. From here, we drive back to katie's and try to go to sleep at about Midnight. No avail. Katie was laying still as i was holding her because she was in pain. Half hour later, she calls her mom from work, and has her bring her to the hospital. Another ovary cist. God damn. So, it popped and such, didn't do damage like the other one did, but she's gotta go to another appointment to get it drained fully. Gross, I know. So I attempted to sleep for about four hours on the most uncomfortable hospital couch imaginable until about 5 am. We went to Katie's mom's work for about another half hour cuz she had some shit left to do, then went home and to sleep. I did some rp'ing while she slept monday afternoon, and then woke her up. Half hour later she has a tv frozen dinner thingy, cooked it for like five min in the mic and spills it on her leg and burns her. So, the cist, burning, and cold make katie a very miserable lil girl. :( but she's okay and that's all that matters.
Monday: I come home, get my computer crackelatin on the new-ness. Downloaded the messengers again, rp'd, looked up a bunch of BULLSHIT for these financial aid and scholarshit funds, and yadda yadda. Called up tony again, went over there to check and see if he could download Microsoft office, and an anti-virus for me. His g/f was there, and within a matter of minutes she was topless and in nothin but a thong. I'm REALLY open minded bout shit, so i didn't care. They were fucking before, and after I left, so that's okay. Tony caught me online later that night and apologized and said that he felt bad cuz it felt to him like he challenged her to do it n' shit. I was like, "Look, it doesn't bother me at all. But if it bothers you two, we can start over, and I can meet her again. Start anew." he said that was cool and that's the last i heard from him. Chris gets online during raw, and the conversation starts like this:
hammer: Ass Jockey
Karnage: Glad to know you missed me.
hammer: Damn skippy! I can't pick on anybody here.
Karnage: Ah, LoL.
Well, that was pretty much my weekend. Kids are here. Holla at your boy. I'm out like teeth down south. Peace! |
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| 09:49am 16/02/2005 |
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mood:  Angry Teen music: I.C.P. - Mr. Johnson's Head
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Yayyy. . . my home computer is runnin like a whitey in Harlem. You'd think that it'd be fast, but up until the point where it's just plain SHOT. Get it? Well, anyway. I'm at voc. . . wasting time as usual. I'm gonna try and finish my Evanescence background today, and if i can manage to finger out how, i'm going to have mike save it to his server thing and maybe i can post a link for some peoplez. Ne whoot (shut up mike!) everybody that was at the ring saturday is still banged up. Chris is even more cuz some dumb bitch yackin on a cellphone rear ended him and fucked his neck up. Hit him hard enough to smash his car into the one in front of it, and that car hit another one. . .so yeah, bitch hit him hard.
Started writing some new lyrics. . .this one's kinda more poetic, me-thinkith, but I MAY post it on here so yall can read it when it's done... it's kinda crazy but what about me isn't. People think i'm battier than the Dark Knight (batman joke) and all that goodness. . but it's only because they don't think like me. Or do they...? *Looks around paranoid* They're watching me... Mewahaha. Anywhoot. (Yes mike, twice in one journal. Piss off.) Well, I suppose I shall do SOME work in here since it's taken me about a half hour to come up with this jargen. Peace yall. I'm out like like the minds at Twisted Productions. (The makers of Saw) |
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| Sure could use a vacation from this bullshit three ringed circus sideshow. |
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| 03:15pm 13/02/2005 |
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mood:  Paranoid music: Stubs heel against leg of chair and says, "oww"
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I'm not upset or anything. That subject just randomly came to me. For those who don't know, it's a quote from my favorite Tool song (not that i'm a HUGE fan or anything) called Aenima. Anywhoot. (mike's probably repeating the word, "Anywhoot" as he reads it like he normally does.) I'm sore in my neck, back, finger's fudged up, (the most important one too. right hand, middle finger) and my elbow and knee hurts. Basically, all of the joints on my right side. finger, elbow, knee and hip. LOl. I was glad mike showed up. I thought that was the shit. Then he had to go Indiana Jones on that ass and monkey around with eric's whip for like a half hour. LOL. I leaned out of the ring and was like, "You having fun there, Indiana?" and i heard a lot of people laugh, but Lyle's seemed louder than others. I think mike enjoyed me running face first into a chair. . . twice. . .a chair that didn't budge either time, mind you. All you could hear was a "Ca-THUNK!" followed by an "Owww! FUCK!" For those who are totally lost at this point, we had a backyard wrestling get-together yesterday. Now that I've cleared all of that up, let's go on to talking about something else.
My PS2 is chillin at katie's, and i'm not really missing it. God i need a new game like NOW! I beat san andreas a long ass time ago, and all the other games bore me now. So it's like...the fuck do i do now. I wanted to break into Final fantasy III, but i can't seem to find the fucker. :'( Only one i can find is chrono trigger, cuz it's still in the super nintendo. . but i want FFIII :'( !
I got to have my mom take me out somewhere today to find something for katie for V-Day, since I FINALLY have money now. She took me out to dinner on friday. :) which was sweet. That was her gift to me. I still wanted that black rose though... Oh well. Perhaps i'll buy myself one. hehe. OH OH OH, and katie actually has HER OWN FUCKING CAR NOW!! can I get a W00t? . . . thank you mike. LOL. So yeah, now we have more freedom to do shit. and to do some things in this car of hers. . . mewahaha. I guess justin's taking the WHOLE WEEKEND off next weeeknd, and is gonna get over a SHITLOAD of people to play some Star Wars D&D and shit like that. It's going to be cold as hell. (which, if you think about the terminology, it doesn't make much sense, but shhhh this is MY journal....fuckers.) Anyway, if all goes according to plan, it's going to OWN! So i'm a geek. . . sue me. Mike and Cherrie, if you guys have some free time, perhaps u can jump in too? Mike would be an ewalk (sp) and cherrie would be a female wookie. mewahaha. J/p yall. U know i love yaz. lol. In a non-homo or flirting with friend's g/f sort of way. Well, anyway, I've babbled more than i expected to on here, so i'll holla back at you tomorrow morning at voc like i normally do. I expect to receive hell too cuz i didn't have SHIT to do, so the lady sub kept bugging me. I seriously have NOTHING to do. and i noticed a little check by my name. :O oh NO! I might get a Demarit! :O :O :O I'm horrified....PFFFFT *Makes obscene gesture* Peace yall. I'm out like my money's been lately. Peace. |
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| On the outside I look fine, but on the inside I am dying... |
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| 09:34am 11/02/2005 |
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mood: Prozac Binge music: Korn - Alone I break
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Whuddup yall. Back again in your monitor piece spitting that journal update for that ass. Okay, now that I'm done making an intro that only Violent J would love, let's get started with the meaningless babble!
I know what Mike's getting for V-Day and his B-Day. . . nah nah nah nah nahhhh. *Sticks out tongue* I think it's really sweet. Corny, but sweet. hehe. Now I just gotta fig-ner out what i'm doin for katie. I know i'm getting her flowers, and that's pretty much it cuz i hate valentine's day. She told me she was gonna get me a black feather rose so that way it won't die and i'll actually enjoy it. hehe. Problem is, I'm officially FLAT ON MY ARSE BROKE! We're celebrating v-day tomorrow and i don't have a dollar to my name. Katie said if i had to i could borrow money from her. Can you say, "Stupid Idea"? I mean, i thank her for the help, but i'd rather borrow from someone OTHER than her since i'm buying for her. lol. well, as soon as i get paid i'll be fine. Ziggy owes me 20 now, but i'll only charge him 10, my mom's HOPEFULLY gonna give me twenty tomorrow like she normally does, and my brother owes me like 60-70 bucks. So HOPEFULLY i get paid sooooooon.
NUMBAH FIVE!?!?
Yeah, the FIFTH time (i think) that i tried to order Evanescence - Origin off Ebay, the fuggin user was deleted. IS THAT CD CURSED OR SOMETHING?!!? IT WILLL BEEE MIIIIINEEEEE.....*breathes heavily* Whooo....okay, i'm cool. The thing is, i don't WANT a copy of it, i want the actual cd... i have MOST of the songs already burned to a cd...I just want the cd. lol. My money's prolly gonna vanish with the quickness as soon as i get it though... Man, i need a new rpg like NOW....I was contemplating breaking out with the ol' Super Nintendo and beating FFIII or Chrono Trigger again. Really concidering beating FFIII for the third time though...The level up trick is killer by the way. mewahaha. It's not cheating, it's stratigizing. LOL.
With that, I'm out like handcuffs and whipped cream on valentine's day. WHO'S WITH ME!?
(P.S. Hahaha iknow what mike's gettin' nah nah nah nah nahhhh) |
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